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So I move out in June and I wont be able to afford to go to pole classes any more for a while. So effing sad. But I do have my own pole, which is coming with me to my new apartment. Also I just found out that Alethea Austin (sexiest pole dancer ever) has a new DVD out just about floor work. Gasp. I need it. Maybe mom will buy it for me as a house-warming present.
Dreams
So we all know I do ballet. I started two years ago so I’m not excellent by any means, but it owns my heart. Today I was watching youtube clips of ballets and beautiful dancers and I was thinking “I know that will never be me but I just want to dance like that in my dance studio, I want to learn pointe.” So I talked to my teacher today and she got all excited and signed my up for extra summer classes so I will be on the correct path to be able to live my dream and dance en pointe!
I’m so excited and happy I could cry!
Diana Vishneva, she is my favorite ballerina.
On repeat.
all day, every day.
I sleep with the heating pad on because one time I read in a book that if there is an electrical shortage it could make me go invisible. And I wouldn’t really mind if that happened.
I read in a book once grocery stores were a good place to meet potential men. Food for my night alone and no boyfriend this time. Bummer.
is this about how your wednesday is going too?
“Yes indeed i’m alone again
and here comes emptiness crashing in
it’s either love or hate I can’t find in between cause
I’ve been with witches and I have been with a queen
It wouldn’t have worked out any way
so for now it’s just another lonely day
further along we just may
but for now it’s just another lonely day”
Kroger parking lot breakfast. Follow me on instagram tumblr friends :) @chelsglenn
So I went to the hand and wrist specialist today, and after waiting 45 mins for them to call me back I find out I most likely have nerve damage in my wrists and forearms. Not what I wanted to hear. I go back on Thursday to do some nerve tests and get the specifics, but the dr said for god sake stop pole dancing until we get this figured out. I haven’t been dancing since it started hurting but still depressing to hear. I want to go shopping or something to make up for this but I am too broke. Blah.
I had my first dream of Cj last night, and woke up crying for the next good hour. It wasn’t exactly what I had imagined all the times i begged him to come to me in a dream. With that said, I’d willingly have it happen all over again tonight.
